Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Here writes Urs truly!!!
Another week has gone & another week has started.. After this week it'll be 3 weeks.. 3 Painful weeks.. I've learned to push away all pain and emotion.. Instead, I've smiled. Smiled for the 1st time in 2 weeks. Ahead I see what I have to do and the path is clear.. With all that has happened, I've realised that someone up there has set the path to my destiny clear enough.. Things holding me back has vanished and I've realised that my path leads me to just study and continue studying overseas. "Do well", 2 words that I've come to know. Things that held me back, fogged my vision and made me blind have vanished.. Its like being in a drunken trance and then suddenly waking up fresh, bruised with all that has happened.. The after effects of the events clearly visible physically and emotionally. Healing will commence and will only be completed on the 8th of May. In which it would mark 1 month from the time HER break started.
2 Months to me is too long. From what I see this break actually gives her happiness. & that being with me would give her more pain hurt and suffering.. Its not about being emotionally needy, desperate or trying too hard. Its about knowing and understanding whether things will work out. I've said it before and I'll say it now, if you were in my shoes you'd be as confused about things as I have. Till now I have lost all confidence in whether things will be certain. It sucks. Its about whether I'll continue giving my life to this relationship or move on, its as simple as that. Yet that answer still eludes me..
Its been a roller coaster week for me as it has been with friends, soccer and really just more friends and soccer. School is becoming more and more interesting although I'm saying this, I've got to stop missing classes!!! Healing my friend. I've also set a BD meeting this Wednesday in which we have got to start thinking about positive ideas, ideas that would reign in brilliance and profits.. Some how or rather I'd like to think BIG. I've to get in touch with the rest of the projects group members to get things started as datelines start to come closer. Moving on, Champs League 2nd Leg :MAN U VS BARCELONA. A match to watch yall!! Hope to catch the Iron Man Movie before that too..
Finally, the World Wide Festival (WWF) Will be coming to Singapore from the 16th to the 18th of May!! A showcase of brilliant DJ talent from all over the world with music to dance to and enjoy. It'll be an eye opener!! Tickets will be at $88 for 2 days (17th and 18th May) ANYBODY THAT WANTS TO GO PLS PLS PLS ASK ME, I'M LOOKING FOR PEOPLE TO GROUP UP AND HEAD TO THIS EXPERIENCE OF A LIFE TIME EVENT. 16th May Subject to private invitations at Velvet Undergound! ANYBODY THAT HAS "LOBANG" TO GET IN PLS PLS PLS CALL ME ALSO!! *BEGS*
Aights See yall!!!
P.S Sry for the late post!! :)
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4/29/2008 12:22:00 AM
